on ignoring my faith

Hello all. I seem to have no excuse for not posting lately as my new computer is all set up and I can use it in private. Any ways I wanted to talk about the fact that I have been sort of ignoring my faith as of late. I don't really know why but I think it has to do with the fact that I am reasoning that the chance of getting caught out ways any benefit I may receive from a ritual or spell casting. I have how ever been hanging out at the local metaphysical shop, and am friends with the owner. It is nice to have a place where I can just talk the craft, it is like a sanctuary. I know how materialistic it must seem that my sanctuary is a store, but rest assured that I have internal and spiritual sacred space as well.

Some of the things I have been doing to help my spiritual life are listing to a pod class, Ariel's A Witches Primer and listing to lots of pod casts. I try to do a tarot spread every night and might even try to post it some times. I also try to meditate every night. You probably think "great! what is exactly is your problem?" Well, the problem is that I don't like doing these things. I don't know what to say any more and would like your input. Even if you have nothing to say on the mater, it would be nice to know that some one out there is listing.

Blessed be,

Coral